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hanzzarate

Hacienda Heights Ca, In Seattle U-District now.

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Friday Sep 24, 2004

Sep 24, 2004
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Wow, another great day..and I am still pretty much out of crap to say. Well, yesterday was a semi-productive day. I ended up going to Ikea and buying some picture frames for some really cool photos and I also ended up buying for more cable lights to brighten my room; It is darker than a coffin in there. Anyhow, my past two days of have been kind of weird...What I mean is, I feel like there is nothing to do. I end up cleaning my room, then house, after that I feel like I did not do jack shit. I don't know how to describe that feeling. It feels almost empty, or like a "nothingness". I don't feel excitied, I am not sure if I am bored...who knows. I really wanted to buy a coffee machine yesterday though! I will probably end up doing that today. Anyways, I feel like I want to take some kind of long drive or something. I think I am just getting frusterated with everyday repetition. I am very much hoping school will fix that... I am also thinking that coffee and hot weather has been making me WAY TOO HORNY biggrin to even beging to think straight. I am not sure. Well, I am not sure if anybody has ever felt this but I shure hope that I distract myself soon. To be honest I think I really need to get laid or something. Why else would I feel this feeling of craziness? I could be wrong, if I am please tell me what it is or could be.
There are many things that I have wondered lately as well. What are some or thee thing that is important to me in life. I could think of the basics..family, helping people, sex, sushi..but my real question is...what do I live for? What is my purpose on being on this planet? Most people would answer and say "its to be happy?" well that is a simple answer because how could I be happy if I am not happy with that answer. Anyhow, What I ask you is, what is trully important to you in life? What do you feel you where put on this earth to do? I think my cause is to help people who are less fortunate. I love to help people who genuinley need it. At the same time however, I don't want to die alone. I don't think anybody does for that matter. HMMMM....what does God have planned for me..who knows. Anyhow, please feel free to answer what you think, or what is in store for yourselves. Hanz

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idoru:
wow, you can clean your whole house and still feel as if you've accomplished nothing? you could come clean my house as well if it might help. tongue naw, it's just that i clean so infrequently that when i actually get up the motivation to do it i do a killer job and always feel like i've accomplished something. i'll be like, "hey! check it out! the kitchen is clean! aren't you proud of me?" i guess just because it isn't daily routine that it feels like a big thing.
Sep 24, 2004
armsxlikexblades:
Hanz...I work at the Red Cross in Whittier...if you think you're interested in spending some time helping less fortunate people...I can definately hook you up with some resources to volunteer your time and / or employment with organizations that do just that. You can even do something with the red cross if you have the time and energy...but most don't...and I hardly do.

What is truly important in my life? I'm torn on this...because I think like you, I'm divided between what I want. There is this part of me that craves the social norm of stable job (that I probably hate) a big house (that I can barely afford) and loving wife and kids and the whole shebang...

the other part of me wants desperately to make a mark on the world. I don't define what that mark is...and hopefully it can be anything as little as influencing one person who goes on to do great things to doing something large and meaningful. The point is...when it comes to the "altruistic" type of things that I'd like to do for others to "make a difference" I am trying more and more to do them with the little things in my life...because a lot of little things equal alot....as opposed to the one great thing...that may be almost impossible to accomplish alone. Did any of that make any sense?

And yeah...as far as the horniness goes....you simply horny. That happens. Go get a girlfreind....they like to help you out with that stuff.
Sep 24, 2004

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