You know...I really never noticed how much time can change people in a split of a second. I noticed that when I was in Washington, things did not seem to change at all until the moment I almost got married and left. Then at that point, my perception of life and many situations started to form in different directions. I noticed that there are other ways that time seems to mold my opinion. For example when you hang out with a friend you have known for 15-20years and you are still friends but things just don't feel the same. You noticed that if one person did not mature in the same rate as you or they did not mature at all, that you seem to drift. It is funny though, because this kind of changing experience is not a split second experience. These are the kind of situations that creep on you like a thief in the night. Little by little you start to see that you are a different person and that the other person didn't seem to change at all... and thats the problem. However these kind of experiences play a huge roll in life, simply because it puts you in a different light with everybody, and with yourself. Have you ever wondered how much you actually know your friends...and I mean know them. I don't mean "hell yea I got drunk and _____ house and it was bad ass!!". I started to asses the people I know yesterday, and you know what I know many but I really don't KNOW them. They are great party friends but thats seems to be all they are... The only friends I can think of are My best friend Alan..excuse me my brother Alan. And my own brother. Like one time my dad told me the road to wisdom starts to get lonelier and lonelier. I would definitley agree. I am not saying I am some kind of sage or anything but I hope that I have people that want to understand me and be there for me when I need them, because I know that they would expect the same from me.
I guess I write this because I noticed these things yesterday with so many of the people I knew for years. Maybe it is different for everybody but this is what it's like for me. Everybody wants a friends but no one wants to be a friend...It can be sad at times.
Hanz
VIVA PIRATES
P.S. I love sushi!!!
I guess I write this because I noticed these things yesterday with so many of the people I knew for years. Maybe it is different for everybody but this is what it's like for me. Everybody wants a friends but no one wants to be a friend...It can be sad at times.
Hanz
VIVA PIRATES
P.S. I love sushi!!!
Everybody wants a friend but nobody wants to be a friend. I think some people are afraid of expectations and commitments (i.e. strings) that come from complicating their lives with others. It is sad.
Maybe the best way to find friendship is to flip it...In order to have a friend...you MUST first BE a friend. I dunno.
Anyway...DUDE...you find me info on that testicle donation thing and I'll give you a finders fee. I only need one ball...ya know? haha.
PS...I hear good things about CHOMP sushi in fullerton.