hansel

Ah, today: it is what it is and Im taking it with a grain of sand. I am obviously feeling a little self-reflective (as opposed to yesterdays self-indulgent). Yesterday was my first day of retirement. It seems so clear to me that this is going to be the best year of my life. It is so surreal to be here right now with nothing to do besides homework. Of course, there are so many things I should be doing.

Im wondering why people put up boundaries, fences and barriers. I want to know why people put these devices around their affection. I felt so stifled last night. Thank goodness for my ocean. Really, their friendships make so many things seem worthwhile. Yay cancers.