I'm irritated with pettiness and contrivances of desire.
I use to say dramatics were as superfluous as the people propagating them. Now I think whatever gets those people out of bed is fine by me, as long as theyre there when I need something. I admit that I still want to twist the long brushy strands of their hair through my fingers while yelling out the obscenest obscenities. Its not power, not even close. I am a coward. Fair is fair.
Sometimes I want things that dont belong to me. Sometimes I want things that should belong to me. Sometimes nothing is surprising.
I use to say dramatics were as superfluous as the people propagating them. Now I think whatever gets those people out of bed is fine by me, as long as theyre there when I need something. I admit that I still want to twist the long brushy strands of their hair through my fingers while yelling out the obscenest obscenities. Its not power, not even close. I am a coward. Fair is fair.
Sometimes I want things that dont belong to me. Sometimes I want things that should belong to me. Sometimes nothing is surprising.
rin:
i'm in the same boat at the moment.