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It's officially a week until my birthday. I can't believe I don't have anything planned except possibly going to the Castro to see a movie. Which might not even be the actual day of my birthday. Meh. I'm so boring.
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rayraythemanape:
That sucks. Is someone at LEAST going to make you a cake?
iampeeder:
i havent really done much for my bday the last couple times except for gong to a pizza place down the street, exciting
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My 21st birthday is in 16 days. I'm kind of really really excited. I don't even like drinking all that much, I just like being able to hang out in bars with my older friends. Yeah, I know, I'm kind of lame, but I've already done that whole, wild parties thing, and the constantly drinking. I just don't really like it.

I'll love being...
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el_bandito:
did you ever get called out on it? lol
rayraythemanape:
You also get the blame for me cruising around with the Repo soundtrack in my car now. . . tongue
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Guess who's gonna be chillin' like a villain with RaymondAlginon this weekend? Yeah, that's right. Me. Boo and yah.

Also, looking for work, and pretty much no longer living at my father's house, now living with my friend. He's a great cuddle buddy. Go cuddlers!

EDIT Also, my birthday is in 20 days, and damn do i wish etsy had a gifting/wishlist system or...
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dryad:
yay and yay!
mildots:
You and Ray have a blast!!!!
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I really want to hang out with more SG peoples. I've met Elipsis, and Peeder, and Exning, and I dated Kyote. I want more, dammit! More!
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rice:
I just got back. Thusly, we haven't spoken much. Sorry.
rayraythemanape:
Suppose to hang with me this weekend. That counts right?
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What should I be for Halloween? I really need some help, I have no clue...
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rayraythemanape:
Been years since I got sick from drinking. Actually I think it was the month my Brother and Grandmother died. But it has happened.
rayraythemanape:
Yeah basically. But it was a while back now.
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Oh hai!

It's been a bit of a while. Been reconnecting with old friends, and making new ones. I seriously love my life. I don't think I've been this happy in a long time.
dryad:
good smile
mildots:
That is such a great thing to hear smile
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Onto the shag carpet of Hell you drag me
Your fingers crushing my skin
Bruised inside and out.
Your cruelty pressing into me, no chance of escape.
Silently, I cry.


I wrote this last night. I'm pretty sure this is my first poem in a long time. I used to write all the time.
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mildots:
First off I know nothing about poetry and I don't claim to


I like the shag carpets of hell line....Shag carpets you don't picture in hell but it works and it gets your mind thinking.

I like the emotion in it.
brightredscream:
I love seeing how other people write...thank you for sharing this insight into your mind with us.
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Giving my life a new direction. I hope KyoTe and I will always be friends.
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mildots:
*hugs* I am glad you seem to be parting on good terms.
bonney:
Let me know if you ever want to talk. Maybe not today, or next month or even this year- just know I'm here.
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I'm not online very much anymore. It's depressing, and unfortunately, it doesn't mean that I'm getting out of the house more often. It just means ... I'm not online.

See, I'm a bit agoraphobic. The idea of going outside, having to deal with crowded places, and people I don't know gives me the most horrendous panic attacks. Sometimes it doesn't. But most of the time,...
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avaadora:
hey now, i care, and iv always cared...hell i wanted and your guy to come to ohio and stay in our home!!!!

i never offer anyone a place to stay that i don't personal know, but you my friend, you are a kind genuine person....

one that i miss chatting with.....and confining in....

nay_____:
i don't lie. much.