This is so fucking hard. Being away from Anthony. And part of me wonders if we even work together, you know as a couple. I mean, I love him so fucking much, but I know my insecurities must bug him, I know it. But I can't help the way I feel about myself, I don't think I'm good enough for him, and sometimes I feel like if we aren't always together he'll find someone better.
I can't stand being away from him for very long, and I know it isn't very healthy, but I'm really not a very independent person, so its hard. I don't know, I feel like SG just makes things even harder for us, because we met here, so I'm afraid he might meet someone new on here. Someone prettier, sexier, skinnier. Someone more compatible to him. And that thought breaks my heart. It really fucking does. And some of his little comments on here freak me out, like seriously. I'm such a jealous person when it concerns him, and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix this.
I'm afraid he might leave me.
I can't stand being away from him for very long, and I know it isn't very healthy, but I'm really not a very independent person, so its hard. I don't know, I feel like SG just makes things even harder for us, because we met here, so I'm afraid he might meet someone new on here. Someone prettier, sexier, skinnier. Someone more compatible to him. And that thought breaks my heart. It really fucking does. And some of his little comments on here freak me out, like seriously. I'm such a jealous person when it concerns him, and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix this.
I'm afraid he might leave me.
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I go through the same feelings all the time...and I think I've written similar things in Girls Only.
If you need to talk ever - hit me up.
I know how hard it is to not love yourself, and wonder why anyone would settle for you when there's "better" out there (at least in YOUR eyes)....