handsome_jack

Happy Halmark Day!

So its been awhile, and I wish I could say I have been busy, but that would be a lie. Just been working my current day job, trying to figure how to get the ducks in line for me to relocate up north.

The plan up until recently was to become a finical planner like my mother and step-father. Not a profession that I was excited to do, but I was suduced by the amount of money that could be made doing it. My thoughts where that if I could make a bunch of cash and then I would be able to afford to take the time to do my photography and music, It was not until recently that I relised that my train of thought was flawed. I have been waiting and waiting for a tomorrow that will never come, so I have descided to try to generate income that allows me the maxium amount of free time, but also always me enough to pay bills and get some new equipment,.

I really have this book to crdit my new change in priorities. And if you are feeling lost in your life as in terms of carear, I highly suggest reading it.

So I will be moving to Portland. Hoping to with in the next 3 months or so. I have a lot of friends from high school up there that I would love to get back in touch with as well as some others that I have meet in the past few years.

Also looking forward to shooting some new sets up there. I have done two shoots with Toxic but have not came out to the calibure that I wanted them too. Due to a combination of shitting lighting equipment and being rushed. I prefer to not to shoot up tight time restraints. Hoping to get some better lighting by the middle of next month, a new softbox and other goodies.

Even though I am single and its Valentine's Day, I am not real bummed about it. Finding it nice not to have any distractions, to keep focused on my career paths and my move.

Been playing around a lot with photoshop lately.,, here is an old pic of Jamila that I have remixed
as well as two with Toxic
a black and white mix of a pic of mercuryrae
and here are two from a set that I just finshed for Eilonwey

Oh and I got a new spider! Her name is Lucia, after the chick in KMFDM. Her shelter consists of parts of the ninja turtle sewer play set that I had when I was a kid.

Here are some pics I took of myself... how awesome does my hair look?! Here is a pic I took of my shoulder tattoo. Ya I am an Offspring fan. No matter how they fell from grace, they still released the Smash album, so they get a life long pardon.


Well that is about it... till next time. Which should be soon. I think I will start blogging on here more often since I don't have everybody connected to me like my facebook. And face book is really starting to bore me. Sorry I don't give a shit about your kids,


Final notes...
Even though I an not looking for relationships, I am going try to get myself to flirt with attractive girls in person. I have never been real good at it. If only I was as good with flirting and charm as I am with wit and being able to cut people down. Need to reprogram myself to use my powers for good instead of evil...