handsolo

i keep setting myself up for disappointment when it comes to me ex. i need to cut her off completely. no more hugs.. no more fucking.
i need a new drug.

god damn it pisses me off that i cant let her go and just fuckin man up already.
makes me want to punch a clown.

last nite i was up till 2am thinkin about the last time she&i got 2gether. it is maddening to say the least.
i have a date this friday night with Brandee.. whom i have only met just once about a week or so ago? but she seems like fun.
wutever.