So, how would one go about hearing a recording (perhaps a CD) of your band and your lovely voice? I'm curious. If things had been different, I might have be cool enough to have a band, but alas no. But I do sing for myself and am always interested in vocals. Let me know if there is a way.
I agree with you that depression does stem with compairing myself to imposed social standards. That is a large part of it. Then of course, I beat myself up for compairing the reality of my life to my own imposed standards, which are sometimes not realistic. I feel a bit better today, although I think it is because I have the distraction of work to occupy my mind. I have a lot of errands to do after work (which I hate doing), so I'll have to see how I feel later when I get home. Here's hoping for the best! Sigh...
Straddle, straddle, straddle.