This is where I am going to post a photo that I took that day, evey day. It won't be good, it will be about that day. Usually.
I let someone borrow my 5D Classic and 50mm f1.4 and 580ex. I miss them right now. I am looking for something to do. I guess using that as an excuse to not go take pictures is a weak ass excuse, I have, uh, like 6 other working cameras. And I think I left my credit card at the fish and chips place.
I think I might spend more time trying to be social. That probably sounds weird. I am solitary by habit, not by choice. I used to go out almost every night, hang out with friends at coffee shops and that. But I don't drink coffee, drifted from those people, and just never picked up a new crowd, spot, or anything like that. I may just have to try out a couple different coffee shops where I know I will not know anyone and go sit, read, and draw. If anything, going and doing those things will be good for me. Getting out from behind a computer and camera might work on getting me to be a little less focused on just me. One habit I definitely am having a hard time breaking is being so self conscious/absorbed. It makes it very hard to connect to other people when all you are doing is worrying about yourself. Whether it be in a negative way or not. A little worrying less about what people think of me and a little more worry about how other people are might help.
Well, now I am rambling. I guess its because I don't have a therapist to ramble at anymore. Well,I haven't for a while, but I also haven't been thinking about getting to be a better person for a whilw.
I let someone borrow my 5D Classic and 50mm f1.4 and 580ex. I miss them right now. I am looking for something to do. I guess using that as an excuse to not go take pictures is a weak ass excuse, I have, uh, like 6 other working cameras. And I think I left my credit card at the fish and chips place.
I think I might spend more time trying to be social. That probably sounds weird. I am solitary by habit, not by choice. I used to go out almost every night, hang out with friends at coffee shops and that. But I don't drink coffee, drifted from those people, and just never picked up a new crowd, spot, or anything like that. I may just have to try out a couple different coffee shops where I know I will not know anyone and go sit, read, and draw. If anything, going and doing those things will be good for me. Getting out from behind a computer and camera might work on getting me to be a little less focused on just me. One habit I definitely am having a hard time breaking is being so self conscious/absorbed. It makes it very hard to connect to other people when all you are doing is worrying about yourself. Whether it be in a negative way or not. A little worrying less about what people think of me and a little more worry about how other people are might help.
Well, now I am rambling. I guess its because I don't have a therapist to ramble at anymore. Well,I haven't for a while, but I also haven't been thinking about getting to be a better person for a whilw.