im so fucking exhausted. i hate school, but atleast i'm almost done. I miss my ex a lot today which makes it worse. i was somehow haunted all day by thoughts of the "good times". Someday ill move on, but not today.
i watched 40 days and 40 nights at a friends house earlier i love the flower scene very erotic.
i reread answer me #3 this morning on the way to school, i'm sure the folks on the bus wondered about me. whatever fuck'em. i gained some sick releif by reading the suicide articles, atleat i'm not that pathetic I thought, but then again just thinking that , makes me rather pathetic. anyway i suppose i could try to do that whole sleep thing, now. but i really need to do homework. fuck decisions decisions.
later...
i watched 40 days and 40 nights at a friends house earlier i love the flower scene very erotic.
i reread answer me #3 this morning on the way to school, i'm sure the folks on the bus wondered about me. whatever fuck'em. i gained some sick releif by reading the suicide articles, atleat i'm not that pathetic I thought, but then again just thinking that , makes me rather pathetic. anyway i suppose i could try to do that whole sleep thing, now. but i really need to do homework. fuck decisions decisions.
later...