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is it so much to ask, not to wake up alone?

i want to be a quarter
not a nickel and dimes
i want to be the clock
not the numbers telling time
i want to be the spree
not just a petty crime
i want to feel better
not just okay or fine
i want to keep moving on
forget you were ever mine

atfirst i was scared
i was petrified
i kept thinking
i could never live
without you by my side
but then i spent so many nights
just thinking how you'd done me wrong
i grew strong
i learned how to get along...

Cake's version of I will survive has been my personal theme song today.

i know you'll come back someday on a bed of nails i wait.

im so fucking exhausted. i hate school, but atleast i'm almost done. I miss my ex a lot today which makes it worse. i was somehow haunted all day by thoughts of the "good times". Someday ill move on, but not today.
i watched 40 days and 40 nights at a friends house earlier i love the flower scene very erotic.
i reread answer me...
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tears fall like rain
I'll never be the same
my best friend OD'd
he was only twenty three
he sold his soul
now he'll never grow old
despise and admire
my heart is on fire
cling to memories
afflicted with disease
im sorry i wasn't there
it hardly seems fair
they always go away
the ones i beg to stay

im driven insane
burned by her flame
my date with divinity
never meant to be
she hates my love
I wasn't enough

I'll never understand how i can be so drawn to and infuriated by the same person

I yearn for life less ordinary.

true love can't be found where it doesn't exist, nor can it hide where it truly does

a kiss that is never tasted, is forever wasted

Push and shove
this can't be love
you beat me down
face to the ground
kick me in the head
I wish I were dead
No such luck
youre a stupid fuck
I wait for the next blow
i kneel down real low
I hate you as much as me
tears and blood, hard to see
not what i dreamed of
it hurts me when...
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