halox29290

i went to a bachlorette party last night. i/m just getting home. my head hurts so bad. and i have to be at work in like two hours. ahh its a good thing i'm still young.

i'm exceedantly happy
i wish there was a way for me to bottle it cause i'd give it to a few SG friends.

i woke up to butterfloy kisses this mornig. he had to go in to work really early so he woke me up to say goodbye before he had to leave. i like the way he kisses my neck so softly it makes my whole body tingle.

he talks in his sleep . not like a whole conversation , just lil comments. its kinda cute. he always smells so good. i like the way he kisses. im always left breathless and longing for more. he has such sorrowful eyes though. hes had a lot of heartache in his life. it just makes me want to hold him tighter and longer.

today was a cold rainy day. we spent the afternoon curled up on the big pillow couch. Wraped in a goose down comforter. its so nice to be loved. i didn't want to leave his arms. but he had to work and i have sooo much homework. he said he'd stop by after work. i hope he spends the night.

i have a crush on a cute boy. he's the total opposite of me. but i guess if velcro can work out their differences and stick together, i should give it a try.

would you still want me when i'm not myself
or when im acting like someone else
suppose i said youre my saving grace
im always searching for your face

i would hold you, even as you stab me.

i wanna kiss you so bad
its nearly all i can taste
it makes me beyond mad
time shouldn't be wasted
i feel u all around me
essence lingering in the air
close my eyes, you're all i see
a gracious and loving stare
from across a crowded room
your smooth hand brushes mine
you'll be in my arms soon
later... but in good time

good things come to those who wait. but time is relative so that could be forever.

though i know
she will only break my heart
love her I must

i know she knows its not right
i guess i'll make it up next time