the love of my life is coming to visit in two weeks. im excited and scared.
the world is spinning round,i cant get up when i fall down
i wish i coulod snap out of it. i dont like being so unhappy. its kind of making everyone else feel like shite too.
none the less i hope atleast for an instant, that all is right with the people who put up with all my crap and claim to love me.
i wish i coulod snap out of it. i dont like being so unhappy. its kind of making everyone else feel like shite too.
none the less i hope atleast for an instant, that all is right with the people who put up with all my crap and claim to love me.
mistressmissy:
dont you hate when they ask if you're alright over and over. dont you just want to shoot them in the face?
my life is a rock better left unturned
misha9999999:
i'm out of eloquence...
i need a pensive smiley.
misha9999999:
is life getting better? I hope...
quest36833:
Yeah, that would be nice wouldnt it...
Hope your doing okay!
J
Hope your doing okay!
J
better late then never.i confessed my deep admiration for my best friend. though only over the phone. surprisingly my feelings were a mirror image of theirs. y did i wait so long? we are on different paths though hopefully they will meet somewhere down the road.
i hope everyone has a beautiful day. its raining here but i dont seem to mind so much, its...
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i hope everyone has a beautiful day. its raining here but i dont seem to mind so much, its...
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quest36833:
"We are on different paths though hopefully they will meet somewhere down the road."
I like that, I like that alot...
I like that, I like that alot...
mistressmissy:
awe *hugs* im happy for you mel
tragedy is realizing youre in love with the person standing next to you as they say goodbye and start to walk away.
i spent the week in cali. my friend moved there so i drove out with them and then flew back. it was a fun and yet somehow disasterous week. we fought a lot toward the end. i wanted to leave thursday, but i...
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i spent the week in cali. my friend moved there so i drove out with them and then flew back. it was a fun and yet somehow disasterous week. we fought a lot toward the end. i wanted to leave thursday, but i...
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mistressmissy:
yeah i hope i get it too. i need it. badly. my other car smells and leaks...and its been raining all the time here. you should hang out with the st louis people. the ones ive talked to are pretty nice. they might make you smile 
misha9999999:
no comment.
sweat drips from every pore
and i beg for more
your mouth captures me
setting me free
and i beg for more
your mouth captures me
setting me free
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darkskyy1:
beautiful
darkskyy1:
ok so tonight is SGSTL's famous "Keep It In The Family" Soprano's Celebration...
...also, i need info:
1) are you in town, if so for how long, or if not, when are you coming back?
2) e-mail addy and phone # please! click contact on my profile and e-mail me them, this way we can all stay abreast of what is happening with SGSTL
3) what do I have to do to get you to an event? Shalome offered buying us all SG buttons...
...your leader has spoken!
...also, i need info:
1) are you in town, if so for how long, or if not, when are you coming back?
2) e-mail addy and phone # please! click contact on my profile and e-mail me them, this way we can all stay abreast of what is happening with SGSTL
3) what do I have to do to get you to an event? Shalome offered buying us all SG buttons...
...your leader has spoken!
the sky is bruised. rain pours down disguising my tears. the wind scatters my bangs and my dispair is revealed. my paper thin smile can't hide my erupting anguish. i run for cover but i can't hide from myself.
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dilatedpupils:
in a beautiful love story, not all love is beautiful...
i tried to run away but my heart was broken. it left me immobilized, numb from, rational thought, down. if i weren't such a coward i'd leave this all behind.
mistressmissy:
you write so pretty when you're in despair.
and its VERY hard to leave it all behind. im still working at it.
and its VERY hard to leave it all behind. im still working at it.
mistressmissy:
caption...hmmm
i dunno. i just tend to make faces.
but it kinda screams oh my gawd theres a spider crawling down the side of the moniter. heh
i dunno. i just tend to make faces.
but it kinda screams oh my gawd theres a spider crawling down the side of the moniter. heh
i am infinitly without the love of someone, whom i am willing to love back.
quest36833:
Yeah me too, go us!
mistressmissy:
dont you just hate that? i remember getting i like you notes in highschool from the guys i despised. hmpf. but then you have to wonder if you only think you're not willing to love back...becuz you have your heart set on someone else?
once in a while i am astounded by the world that consumes me. or atleast the people who selfishly inhabit it.
mistressmissy:
i meant with boyfriends. im so selfish. its always me me me. either that or i really really like massages and want them all the time. heh.
misha9999999:
it's all in your head... the crush I mean... although, you too seem
very nice and I would probably fall in love with you... but thank God,
non of this will ever happen.
very nice and I would probably fall in love with you... but thank God,
non of this will ever happen.
im afraid that i will never grow because i just cant seem to find my roots. i'm the seed pod tossed in the wind, and battered by the seasons. i'll probably end up drowning in an ocean instead of landing on fertile ground. it's just as well since i'm probaly just a weed anyway.
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mistressmissy:
i think i decided today that im really selfish and needy. i would think that would make me a weed. probably milk weed. no one can stand that shit.
[Edited on May 12, 2003]
[Edited on May 12, 2003]
misha9999999:
even weeds play a role, you know... and some of them even
have beautiful flowers once in a while... others just spikes...
have beautiful flowers once in a while... others just spikes...
i gotta wait 3 weeks for puppy.
but at least you've met yours before!