hallk

bad news.

my mom has cervical cancer. She told me last last night. Docs say it is stage one but she hasn't had a pap in years and she started bleeding. She is 72, so that was a waring sign. They have to do more tests to see if the cancer is anywhere else. Lets hope it was found early cause i've already last my dad to cancer. Anyway, she is to have 5 weeks of chemo to start out.


i'm other news, i'm putting off my shoulder surgery till this is taken care of. It was supposed to be in the fall but is not going to happen unless the chemo works. Im living at home so i'm the one who is going to be drying her to chemo everyday.

lets hope she gets better. i don't honestly know if i can handle being an orphan and having to deal with my greedy, bossy sister and how we are going to handle how the family business is dealt with.....

anyway, i'm trying to stay positive. So far she has been rock solid, which is rad.