halle

i realized last night that the reason i can't fall asleep at night is because my bed feels empty. when i do finally fall asleep, i toss and turn. so i slept on the couch last night. not as comfy, but i think i slept better. so that's where i will be for a while, i think.

on the upside, i have lost 4 lbs...
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ugh. i couldn't fall asleep last night. soooo that turned into NOT getting up to work out this morning. i even tried to motivate myself by repeating "if you were skinnier, if you were skinnier...", but to no avail. i got up in time to do 25 crunches... only to find that my cat poked a hole in my exercise ball. great. i still did...
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ok, i am back. over the weekend, i decided that i need to lose at least 30 lbs. 45 would be awesome, but that's more like a goal for next summer. i want to lose 30 lbs by the end of the year. yesterday i thought i was going to die of starvation by the end of the day. today i am feeling a little...
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i had the most amazing sex the other night. wow. three times. i want it again. why can't men grasp the notion that women DO want sex with no strings? is it because they have been with one too many crazies? seriously, i am not looking for long term. i just want to do that over and over (and over) again til neither one of...
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so he's here. well, he's only been here for a few days. and i actually saw him. i was so happy. i don't know when or how often i will see him in the next few weeks, but just knowing that he's in texas again is great. he's still my very good friend and i can't wait to see what happens.

in other news, my...
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so i did it. i bared my soul. i wonder what he'll have to say about it.

and against my better judgment, i am going to start the countdown. 4 more weeks...

let me just say that people are awful. you never really know anyone. if you think that you do, it all comes crashing down when you least expect it. and then, when you try to figure it out, they disappear.

on a different note, i have decided that my life is not really going in the direction i would like it to be going. i...
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i think i'm pretty fucking awesome and i just don't know why i can't find someone who thinks that too. well, someone who thinks that and doesn't annoy the crap out of me. hm.

what an exhausting weekend. i need to sleep more during the weekends when the kiddo is at her dad's. it's my only "me" time though and i don't want to waste it by sleeping! i changed a tire at 1:45 am after tammy hit the curb and fucked up her rim. i had no idea she was that drunk. i guess sometimes it pays that...
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