halcy0n

I had this dream last night.

All I can remember was riding in the woods on a 4 wheeler (the woods around my grammas house - this all takes place at those two houses and in the woods there)

Riding around I came upon this.. town I guess.. it was nothing more than a few houses in a row. It was all run down, there was nobody in sight.. but there were animals everywhere.. eating bodies of other animals and people and I don't even want to know what else.. I was riding around on the back of one of the 4 wheelers.. a guy was on the front.. I dunno who it was, but him and I had something going on in my dream I could feel it. So we were riding through this "town" trying to avoid all the animals and crap that was everywhere.. it was a mess. Near the end a few of the animals that weren't too gorged on food noticed us and started trying to attack us.. in my dream that whole part took like 5 minutes, but there's not really a way for me to go into it. So we sped off towards what is now my moms house. But there was nobody there either, it was empty, run down like nobody had been there for a long time. The guy I was with said something about going back to his "lab" (a big mobile one.. the type you'd see in a sci-fi movie) to examine a piece of fur or some crap that he had gotten off one of the animals. So.. he leaves me alone in the house. Next thing I know there's a party at the house.. it's all fixed up and people are everywhere.. it's almost like a dream within a dream. This girl comes up and sits on my lap, she tells me about how she thinks I'm amazing and she wants to be like me.. as she put it "a beautiful mary doll just like you." Somehow that registered to me as a painting, and I got a clear vivid image in my head of this horrid painting with a dismembered doll with blood everywhere. I got a little creeped out, and went to see how the guy was doing.. when I walked into his little "lab" he was acting funny though.. like he wasn't really happy to see me.. there was tension between us for some reason I guess. So I went back to the party, but now nobody is there and the place is a wreck again. A little later that evening, I go to take a bath.. and the girl is there, the one that told me I reminded her of that painting.. then in a flash it's different again.. I'm looking into a pair of extracted eyeballs.. telling her to take a look at her new life, the one she wanted so badly.. then I turn around and it's just... body parts everywhere.. blood.. gore.. but somehow, impossibly, she's still *alive* and she's talking to me.. angry with me for doing what I did to her. I picked up one of the knives or whatever I had been using, to try and finish her off I suppose.. but when I turned back, she was gone.. every piece of her. The blood was there, the mess.. but not her. So I ran to the front door and locked it, then the back.. then something started banging against the back door, after a moment it stopped and I was scared, I didn't know what was going to happen.. so.. at that point I made myself wake up.

My account runs out today. When I have money I will be back, I don't know when that will be though. If anyone wants to get ahold of me for some unknown reason, my e-mail address is kazenrei@gmail.com