Day two without smokes. Yesterday was a piece of cake, but today.. Jesus. I'm doing okay right now, but earlier was hell. I ended up in tears for a good part of the day. The boy and I fought like all day long, and we fought about the stupidest shit. Like a soda. We had a half hour argument about a can of freaking soda. Feh. Supposedly tomorrow is when everything gets better, and I really hope so. We need to go to town on Monday and get some junk (toothpaste, body wash, dog brush, electric razor) and I don't want to be all cranky and shit when we go. I told the boy perhaps it would be best if we didn't spend all day around each other today cuz we were fighting so much and I guess I hurt his feelings, then we got in another fight. I really hope this shit is worth it. I've been on this big self-improvement kick for a long time now, and smoking has been the only thing I haven't been able to overcome, so if I do it will be huge for me. I've been a pack-a-day smoker for 15 years now. Crazy shit. I've already made it past the worst two days though, so hopefully I'll be good. Any kind words of support would sure be nice 
Hang in there I know you can do it. Things will get better.