hairgirl

Finally Fucking Back !!!!!!!!!!! Hello Everyone, and nice to be here again.

Life is good.I am madly in love, and for the first time in my life, it feels so real and it is shared.We both love hockey,sci fi, music, and just hangin and smokin.Four months in the making and it keeps getting better and better.I see a great future here, hopefully I am not wrong.

Hi Everyone. Sorry to say I am w/o a computer.I moved back to Lakewood after a long horrible transition, but I am happy again. I have my own dwelling, just got a promotion, and feeling pretty damn good.

OK, So i havent really felt like writing anything lately.I'm drivin an hour each way to and from work, and it feels good to be makin money,but the drive is awful.Monday, we got slammed with snow, a good foot out my way.I made it all the way home, turned in my driveway and slid down an embankment, stuck and crying my eyes out.Yes, I am...
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been a while, haven't had much time, been workin in Cleveland again.The drives suck, but being poor sucks more.I am having a very important interview today, to manage my very own Best Cuts.I have a very good shot and I am very determined to get this. Wish me Luck. Tonite is Clutch.I think I am going, my friend was supposed to pick up the tickets,...
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I am doing ok, get bummed being in bumkinville, but the kid is doing so fuckin good in school, she is really happy.I can't mess with that.I cannot remember a time when she did better, so as a mom, a sacrifice must be made.I know it's more important to let her shine right now, even if it kills me to be here.She has had such...
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turkey and lonliness

Fuckin Turkey.

I feel so fortunate to have met so many awesome people thru this site.If I had just listened to Stirfry a year ago, I wouldnt have missed out on so much fun times, but I look forward to many many more,hell we have a wedding coming up.
Bipolar Cocktail anyone?

Strange Days come and grab a hold of me
Tinkering with a newfound existence
Lost in what I never knew to be real
Watching from behind who I used to be.
I try to embrace this newfound "ME"
And it feels like I am tearing thru my own skin.
How do I know what is real?
Will I ever see the real me?