haibane

Time To Update!

I just look at the movie "Treize Jours" (in French) with K.Costner about that 'incident' in Cuba in the 60's: that was a great transcription of these evenement who nearly lead to World War III: very interresting!
I watch it with my mother: it's not because i live with my parents that i can share things with her all day long, i mean i wanted to share particuliar moments with her because once your parents gone you regret it so much. A friend of mine lose his mother from an horrible illness six month ago: he told me that he regret not to have say her that he loved her. I know this maybe sound ridiculous to say "i love you" to her mother, i didn'nt say it but i wanted to watch this movie with her to remember good time forever and because she liked it.

I mean despite the will of my dear friend M. who phone me during the movie, i prefered stay with her than invite him to came, i think now i can't explain him my position that i wanted, for once, share time with her because he maybe don't understand, and i'm sorry for that but i think inside me i did the right choice and even if i think i spend too much time alone and if he seemed angry...

Well, sorry dude!


Anyway, i still haven't any projects for the new year's day: i have spend them all alone since the year 2000 and i hated that moment when midnight came and where i was trying to sleep in my bed like if i had no regrets ^^


~S~