haha

so this year is only like what, 1 day in, and already I feel a cloud of melancholy that I fear may reside for the rest of it. Maybe it's just being sad about the shite that went down this time last year or me just remembering this is how I felt this time last year. I don't know. It seems that 2005 could end up being just like 2004....of course this is just going off my belief in cycles and all that. If I'm going by that chart, I've got like two more years before I have a truly kickass year.


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Update:

While I don't take back anything stated above, I do realize that I should (and do) feel very lucky for the people I have in my life that make me feel special and happy. I truly am thankful for that. If you aren't blind and actually take time to look, there is always some positive to balance out the negative.

peace or something.