hafu

im in a world breaking case of confusion.

how can i even describe it? um... i guess i can try.

Olan. she and i had an amazing relationship that was fairly short lived. alot of emotion. then there came a day of bridges and burning. specifically the two together. since then - we remained in contact. but only a message here. an aim conversation there. before she went off to the United Arab Emerates and had alot of other stuff on her plate - we had a lunch date. Since she got back from the UAE, we've been talking. alot. annnnnd some... or rather... alot of feelings have resurfaced - on both sides.

i get a little giddy every time i get a text from her. and she admitted some very jaw dropping stuff to me. not that i minded. infact, i liked it. i donno. as i said - very 'world class breaking case of confusion' going on over here.

im trying to remain guarded because i have a bad history of being waaaaay to trusting - expecially with the sweet girls. then they end up breaking that trust and my heart along with it.

oooooh hafu. write a poem, you pansy. haha. yeaaaah.

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i would also like to thank all those that had my back in the whole SGVA fiasco. haha, you guys rock and everything was sorted out.