hafu

so this holiday i decided to go as a poser.

oh wait.

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the date bailed on me last second, and not wanting to goto a party where i would feel like a sore thumb all by myself, i sat around home watching cheesy horror movies, munching on papajohns pizza, and polishing off some rum. i got a nice buzz going on too. i think im building up my pathedic tolerance.

p.s. - i had a rather odd dream featuring my first love (whom i know to have gone on and married some guy in the military). in the dream, aparantly it was as if we never broke up. like she never went psycho and burned my parents lawn. and things were great. it was really a curious dream.