haemophiliac

i WISH i was back in New Zealand.

i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish i wish.

I wish i wasnt being bossed around.
I wish i was back near the nice birds.
I wish i didnt have to look for a job.
I wish i was relaxed again.
I wish i didnt feel so lonely.
I wish i was feeling so loved again.
I wish i wasnt so in debt.
I wish i could have big long hugs every day.

But i dont think any of that is very likely right now.

I have my new flat to look forward to. I love making a place my own, that will be so much fun. And maybe if im lucky the boy with the big long hugs will come to see me.

God i feel so shit today. Its as if im hormonal, ive been in such a bad/sad mood all day, but i know im not.

I like being moonpie.