hael

yeah yeah yeah .. i know i haven't updated in a while .. i've gotten into a bad habit of forgetting to do that .. so anyway this is what has been going on...

saturday was pixiedawn's last day working with me so what else would we do .. we threw a party .. any excuse .. i got insanely fucked up .. was pretty much making jonostack carry me around all night because i could barely walk .. apperantly i was making out with at least 3 different girls that night .. i have absolutely no recolection of that .. i do remember insisting that we go to IHOP even though i was completely unable to walk but hey it was fun .. i think

went to the sgfl bbb(q) brought with me a whole shitload of jello shots... i had a lot of fun it was great to meet new people and just chill .. it was cool to meet Stacie kinda wish she could have hung out for longer but i understood why she couldn't .. the whole day and night was wonderfull but apperantly some bad stuff happened toward the end and that is just icky and makes me want to beat people
went back to Starr's house to crash afterward i drove and they fell asleep and it was raining ... i hate rain when i'm driving ..

most of the week has been spent drinking and for some reason i'm unable to get trashed .. i think saturday night ruined me for a while .. my tolerance is just too high so i'm going to stop drinking for a little while and see if i can get it back down to where i dont have to spend a shit load of money on liquer to get drunk ..

last night i was talked into playing hookie from work luckily my boss didnt give a shit and completely understood that i wanted to get trashed for cinco de mayo .. but once again it was taking me forever to get trashed so Starr made me drink a quadruple shot of str8 vodka followed by several more shots within the next 10 mins .. that worked for a bit at least .. was still way to coherant by the end of the night though .. 6am and i was drinking water and eating a boca burger so that i didnt end up with a hangover ... damn me being a responsible drunk ..

you may remember me saying something in a past journal about pixiedawn being on the howard stern show on the e! channel .. the episode never aired back then because it was too umm .. i guess sexual .. and he was going through all that stuff with the fcc .. but it is going to air tomorrow night at 11pm est .. so we have to have some sort of party for that too .. i guess i'll stop drinking saturday instead of now .. because my boss just walked in the room and asked me to make jello shots again for tomorrow ..

and that is what is going on in my world .. what is going on in yours? ... when was the last time you got really really trashed? and have you ever completely lost your ability to get drunk? or is that just me ?