hadez

Well, I decided I am going to try to give up smoking. I ran out of cigarettes on friday, at 11am. I didn't attempt to buy any until around 2pm, but decided against it while still in my car in the lot of Wawa. I went home, frustrated and irritable, and came across nicotine gum my mother bought for either herself or me to use to attempt quitting. SO I gave it a try. It delivered me the nicotine my body was craving wearing away the physical craving, and left a kinda dingy taste in the back of my mouth, like I smoked a dirt cheap cigarette, taking away the mental need to actually smoke a cigarette. Then I noticed something after finishing with that piece. I DIDN'T NEED A CIGARETTE ANYMORE. So naturally I was thrilled. I've been using this gum whenever a craving hits me (Generally every hour or so, sometimes longer, sometimes sooner), and I have not had a cigarette since I ran out friday. SO... fingers crossed... maybe I'll quit this time. The real test will be when I drink any liquor though. As we all know smoking begets drinking, and drinking begets smoking. SOOO, come these holidays we will see where I stand, and even more so this summe when I turn 21. Wish me luck!