hadak

Absolutely nothing has happened since Saturday. I mean - i haven't even left Zak's basement. Someone should come save me from this place.

today i went and got my psych eval. i hope it went better than i think it did...the guy was a total TOOL. he tried to make me contradict myself, and tried to trap me with my words. after he asked me a shit ton of questions for about 3 hours, i had to fill in two questionaires...one was 175 questions, the other 350+. i'll...
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i had the most fucked up dream lastnight. a sex dream about the ex. the one i'm afraid to even talk to, but i'm stuck with for the next 18 years. i finally came around and feel as tho i've gotten over her - and then i'm hit with a dream like that. i don't know what to think, i don't know how to feel......
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Today I told megz how i feel about her - knowing full well that nothing was going to come of it... i just needed to get it off my chest. she knew everything i told her already ...but she knew i needed to tell her... to stop obesessing over it. she had a point. maybe i'm just a lonely person who will cling to any...
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well that fucking pisses me off.

time for a history lesson:
my mom is a bitch. straight up. she hasn't had a job in 3 years - yet she raises my sister and lives in a half million dollar mansion. how's she manage? she milks the system, and keeps hitting up my dad for more child support money. in fact, she jsut started getting an...
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yes. so. someone *must* die. i go to class lastnight, and end up at an after-class denny's run. had a really good burger too the waitress was cute... yeah. took the two guys i was with, and went back to my place to play drinking boondock saints - every time they say "fuck" you take a shot. we were done really quick - i guess...
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so my least favorite person right now is the asshole that woke me up at 3:30 after a long night of drinking. someone's going home without their balls.

Ah, well, hello me. I should start by introcuding myself - hello, i'm hans. i'm 21, and i live in the most boring town in the entire world. wixom. that's in michigan. also, the most boring state in the world. someone please rescue me from this awful place? please??

suicide girls feels like home to me. the people here are so friendly, so... so me....
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