Tuesday, 02 May, 2006
5:34:44 PM
sarah is still pissed at me for telling her off the other day. she's trying to get me to feel bad about it. i dated her too long - i know what she's thinking. she brought devon up to me and had that "you're an asshole for making me do this" look on her face. so it prompted me to ask, "everything alright?" of course, she snapped back, "that /really/ hurt, carrying her up here, you know." i stood my ground. "yeah, you should have called or texted me or something." to which she replied, "you should have been keeping an eye out." i let her know i was cooking dinner, which was true, but inside i was thinking, /you know, if you were on time once in a while, i wouldn't HAVE to keep a lookout./ at this point in time, her and i only exist to one another. we aren't happy to talk to eachother, and definately aren't happy to see one another, and we definately don't like interaction beyond the necessity. it sucks for devon. that's for damn sure.
i can't complain enough about sarah's living accommidations for devon. sleeping in a crib, next to the front door... always in dirty clothes that smell awful... animals are allowed to free roam - it's disgusting. i give her a bath whenever i see her - so she doesn't smell like a sewer. when she gets here, her fingernails are completely black with dirt - dirt from off the floor that she's allowed to crawl around on. i'm sorry for ranting, but it just disgusts me.
ok. end rant. i signed up for my next class. having devon full time now makes it hard to make time for school - but i'm not quitting. i've worked way too fucking hard to quit now. i signed up for linux administration - and even managed to talk my brother in to taking it with me; which, if you know him, you would know that he spent 5 years in 5 different highschools, and has been against going to college due to god knows what reason. so those are both good news.
my car is kinda fixed. my brakes suck, i have no gas gauge, and my dashboard has no lights. it'll get me going until i get a job... speaking of which, i hope i get the job at the apple store. i put in an application today to be a repair guy. as long as it pays decent, i'll take it. nothing less than $10/hr. that would be a step backwards.
anywho, time to take care of devon. only so long the itunes vis can keep her occupied.
5:34:44 PM
sarah is still pissed at me for telling her off the other day. she's trying to get me to feel bad about it. i dated her too long - i know what she's thinking. she brought devon up to me and had that "you're an asshole for making me do this" look on her face. so it prompted me to ask, "everything alright?" of course, she snapped back, "that /really/ hurt, carrying her up here, you know." i stood my ground. "yeah, you should have called or texted me or something." to which she replied, "you should have been keeping an eye out." i let her know i was cooking dinner, which was true, but inside i was thinking, /you know, if you were on time once in a while, i wouldn't HAVE to keep a lookout./ at this point in time, her and i only exist to one another. we aren't happy to talk to eachother, and definately aren't happy to see one another, and we definately don't like interaction beyond the necessity. it sucks for devon. that's for damn sure.
i can't complain enough about sarah's living accommidations for devon. sleeping in a crib, next to the front door... always in dirty clothes that smell awful... animals are allowed to free roam - it's disgusting. i give her a bath whenever i see her - so she doesn't smell like a sewer. when she gets here, her fingernails are completely black with dirt - dirt from off the floor that she's allowed to crawl around on. i'm sorry for ranting, but it just disgusts me.
ok. end rant. i signed up for my next class. having devon full time now makes it hard to make time for school - but i'm not quitting. i've worked way too fucking hard to quit now. i signed up for linux administration - and even managed to talk my brother in to taking it with me; which, if you know him, you would know that he spent 5 years in 5 different highschools, and has been against going to college due to god knows what reason. so those are both good news.
my car is kinda fixed. my brakes suck, i have no gas gauge, and my dashboard has no lights. it'll get me going until i get a job... speaking of which, i hope i get the job at the apple store. i put in an application today to be a repair guy. as long as it pays decent, i'll take it. nothing less than $10/hr. that would be a step backwards.
anywho, time to take care of devon. only so long the itunes vis can keep her occupied.