Today I told megz how i feel about her - knowing full well that nothing was going to come of it... i just needed to get it off my chest. she knew everything i told her already ...but she knew i needed to tell her... to stop obesessing over it. she had a point. maybe i'm just a lonely person who will cling to any person taht shows me some level of interest. i dunno. all i know is that i need to stay away from my messengers for a few days. i need to stay away from people. at least people i know. dammit. i've written too much today. another time...
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