ok ok well havent been saying much for the past few months. sorry about that. but here we go something thats been bothering me for like several days now.
what the hell is it about this time of the year where you know its a new year and its only been like a month and a half. what is it about bad news all of a sudden. we broke up, i dont have anyone to be with, i dont know if i can deal with this anymore, i lost my job and so on and so on. what the fuck is it about this time of year im mean come on.
well lets see things going on with me im lossing my job with the military soon, ya boo hoo hoo, oh well shit happens im not letting it get me down anymore im pretty much over it. and oh ya my girlfirend is for some reason, still confused about it myself, is confused her self and suddenly getting cold feet and telling me or actually texting me that she dosnt want to be with me she dosnt know where this is going or something and im lost. beggining of the year i found out because of things i did that i look back on that ya i did that im taking responsablity for it. oh well life goes on i kinda went down slum road and not wantting to but some how did made her feel like i was bring her down with me i guess but thats not the case. i meant in no way to make her feel like i was trying to bring her down with me. i love her i would never want things happening to me to effect her hell i was shocked that she thought that i was going to leave her if she couldnt help me, but no she freaked and all i needed was reasurance and someone to be there for me just till it was all done and over with and i would get back on me own 2 feet and carry on with my life.
i ask ya what the hell is up with this time of year?
get back to me and let me know.
take care and be good yall
Ty
what the hell is it about this time of the year where you know its a new year and its only been like a month and a half. what is it about bad news all of a sudden. we broke up, i dont have anyone to be with, i dont know if i can deal with this anymore, i lost my job and so on and so on. what the fuck is it about this time of year im mean come on.
well lets see things going on with me im lossing my job with the military soon, ya boo hoo hoo, oh well shit happens im not letting it get me down anymore im pretty much over it. and oh ya my girlfirend is for some reason, still confused about it myself, is confused her self and suddenly getting cold feet and telling me or actually texting me that she dosnt want to be with me she dosnt know where this is going or something and im lost. beggining of the year i found out because of things i did that i look back on that ya i did that im taking responsablity for it. oh well life goes on i kinda went down slum road and not wantting to but some how did made her feel like i was bring her down with me i guess but thats not the case. i meant in no way to make her feel like i was trying to bring her down with me. i love her i would never want things happening to me to effect her hell i was shocked that she thought that i was going to leave her if she couldnt help me, but no she freaked and all i needed was reasurance and someone to be there for me just till it was all done and over with and i would get back on me own 2 feet and carry on with my life.
i ask ya what the hell is up with this time of year?
get back to me and let me know.
take care and be good yall
Ty