hmmmmmmmmm.........? well ive been really busy busting my ass on duty and not getting much sleep do to it. trying to keep my head up and not let much phase me but after a while of doing this shit i cant seem to keep my focuse on conversations much unless i down a few energy drinks, as nasty as they are but they do the trick. ive runned into some old friends and meet some new faces the past few week. catching up with old firends and getting to know the new ones.
lets see what else? ive been feeling disappointed and depressed the last week and well it could be do to the fact im not getting enough sleep and working my ass off to the point of exhausting myself. but after thinking abot it the thing im depressed about ive had on my mind for a long time and all this weakening of the mind is just basicly alowing it to surface.
the nice guy issue and what i hate about it and why i cant seem to let it go and not let it bother me. ya i know everyone is looking for the dream of there life the one who will treat them right and all that good stuff. ya many of my firends tell me the same thing after a while of and repeat it later on when they forget that they already asked the same question. why is such a nice guy like you still single. and like ive told them many of time if i know the answer to that question id have a best seller on my hands and id be rich. but ya ask any of my friends that know me know me from being in person with me and such and they will tell ya be hind my back or while im standing there cause honestly i really dont care what others think of me tehy will tell ya that i am pretty much a nice guy and a few say that if they weren't married they would want to be with me. i talk to a friend last night about this and well she was right about something granted im a nice guy but ill never find who im looking for if i keep on looking. and that by being picky the same thing. but come on everyone has there prefrence of who they fell comefurtable with. i dont concideret being picky just not interested when it comes to above below adverage women. dont get me wrong im sure many of you are sweet hearts, im ok with being friends but thats as far as ill take it. besides some of the girls that want to get with me really force it like to the point of obbsession. id really dont like it when a girl dose that. id like things to just well happen naturaly. granted i can hold a candle to my myself ive been guilty of doing the same thing. i try to controlle it. but ya i mean come on some of the signs i pretty much go off of are great personality, looks, someone i can have a good conversation with for hours if be, attraction (sometimes i cant tell if the girl im attracted to feels the same but then again im a guy we can sometimes be blinded to things at times) sex well come on now every relationship thinks about it. i dont care who you are you could be a holy man and i can pretty much tell ya sex comes up sooner or later in the relationship. especialy if they want kids later. and dont get all smart ass on me i know theres other ways to go about it but the fact remains that the human impulse will always be there regaurdless. so stop lying to yourselfs and just deal with it. what else pretty much i dont ask for much really. do i want to be single all my life? No. do i want a partner someday? Yes. a family? of coures. but till then im just plain old me living life they way ive always have, alone.
one things for dame sure though im not as picky as women are damn you girls are soo damn picky about guys and girls. they should make a pill for yall.
well im done for now till next time, same bat time same bat station. OUT!!!
Ty
lets see what else? ive been feeling disappointed and depressed the last week and well it could be do to the fact im not getting enough sleep and working my ass off to the point of exhausting myself. but after thinking abot it the thing im depressed about ive had on my mind for a long time and all this weakening of the mind is just basicly alowing it to surface.
the nice guy issue and what i hate about it and why i cant seem to let it go and not let it bother me. ya i know everyone is looking for the dream of there life the one who will treat them right and all that good stuff. ya many of my firends tell me the same thing after a while of and repeat it later on when they forget that they already asked the same question. why is such a nice guy like you still single. and like ive told them many of time if i know the answer to that question id have a best seller on my hands and id be rich. but ya ask any of my friends that know me know me from being in person with me and such and they will tell ya be hind my back or while im standing there cause honestly i really dont care what others think of me tehy will tell ya that i am pretty much a nice guy and a few say that if they weren't married they would want to be with me. i talk to a friend last night about this and well she was right about something granted im a nice guy but ill never find who im looking for if i keep on looking. and that by being picky the same thing. but come on everyone has there prefrence of who they fell comefurtable with. i dont concideret being picky just not interested when it comes to above below adverage women. dont get me wrong im sure many of you are sweet hearts, im ok with being friends but thats as far as ill take it. besides some of the girls that want to get with me really force it like to the point of obbsession. id really dont like it when a girl dose that. id like things to just well happen naturaly. granted i can hold a candle to my myself ive been guilty of doing the same thing. i try to controlle it. but ya i mean come on some of the signs i pretty much go off of are great personality, looks, someone i can have a good conversation with for hours if be, attraction (sometimes i cant tell if the girl im attracted to feels the same but then again im a guy we can sometimes be blinded to things at times) sex well come on now every relationship thinks about it. i dont care who you are you could be a holy man and i can pretty much tell ya sex comes up sooner or later in the relationship. especialy if they want kids later. and dont get all smart ass on me i know theres other ways to go about it but the fact remains that the human impulse will always be there regaurdless. so stop lying to yourselfs and just deal with it. what else pretty much i dont ask for much really. do i want to be single all my life? No. do i want a partner someday? Yes. a family? of coures. but till then im just plain old me living life they way ive always have, alone.
one things for dame sure though im not as picky as women are damn you girls are soo damn picky about guys and girls. they should make a pill for yall.
well im done for now till next time, same bat time same bat station. OUT!!!
Ty