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well, after bawling, taking a nap, using colleens car to get some pop, and tessas friend beef, i feel a lot better.

i'm just uber stressed lately because of my car being sold, which in turn means i won't be able to find a job, which means god knows how long i'm going to be living with my dad.

i tried to take my nana's car to get some pop but none of the keys at home would work (no one was here to borrow anything else). i ran to my room, slammed everything down and just fucking let loose and bawled my eyes out. which resulted in me taking a nap.

i got woke up by someone running in the house, screaming at the dog. it was tessa's (future step-sister's) friend.

but at least right now i have the keys to colleens car and beef said if they came back to town and found something to do they'd give me a call and i could tag along. which would be nice. i need to make new friends. i love the friends i have but they're so few and far between ya know? and with chris on this horrid 8-5 schedule i only get to see him on weekends.

anyway i think this is long enough.

my ears are a bit sore, but they're doing ok, fuckers.