well, we are freshly back from asheville. had a fantastic time. got ink, listened to some terrible karaoke, watched xchaosx get flipped upside-down no less than three times in one night. met the much discussed and wonderfully funny tattooduke. hung out with those two and of course kyshak for a few days, definitely a better way to spend a few days than being here in this one-horse shithole of a time. by far the most difficult part about this weekend was coming back.
as i was driving the sleepy kyshak back towards this place, all i could think about was the fact that i now have 21 days left, and not only do i NOT want to go (not yet, anyway) but i would rather do just about anything than go in three weeks. which is not to say that i will, only that my heart isnt in it, not yet. definitely got me a little (or rather, a lot) depressed to know that i probably won't have another weekend like that for a long looooong time. which sucks, because i like tattooduke and lady chaos much more than i like the vast majority of the people here...
and now i have a dilemma, and i'm not entirely sure what i'm going to do about it. in the next three weeks, i'm only scheduled to work two of them. do i want to spend every free moment getting away from here, even if i don't necessarily have the money for it, or should i be "responsible" and find my entertainment here??
questions:
1. if there was someone who inspired such rage in you as no one else, and you knew you could probably confront that person and just get things out of the way, one way or the other, would you?
2. casual and unashamed sex as means of getting the most out of life before a possible 2 (or more) month forced abstinence: dirty dirty, or oh-so-good way to live it up?
3. threesomes (or other denominations of multiples): are you super picky about who's involved, or do you not care as long as the other two are breathing and semi-attractive?
ps.
in case you couldn't tell, i'm in a passionate mood, part-angry or hateful, but part-horny horny horny.... do the hormones ever stop raging??
as i was driving the sleepy kyshak back towards this place, all i could think about was the fact that i now have 21 days left, and not only do i NOT want to go (not yet, anyway) but i would rather do just about anything than go in three weeks. which is not to say that i will, only that my heart isnt in it, not yet. definitely got me a little (or rather, a lot) depressed to know that i probably won't have another weekend like that for a long looooong time. which sucks, because i like tattooduke and lady chaos much more than i like the vast majority of the people here...
and now i have a dilemma, and i'm not entirely sure what i'm going to do about it. in the next three weeks, i'm only scheduled to work two of them. do i want to spend every free moment getting away from here, even if i don't necessarily have the money for it, or should i be "responsible" and find my entertainment here??
questions:
1. if there was someone who inspired such rage in you as no one else, and you knew you could probably confront that person and just get things out of the way, one way or the other, would you?
2. casual and unashamed sex as means of getting the most out of life before a possible 2 (or more) month forced abstinence: dirty dirty, or oh-so-good way to live it up?
3. threesomes (or other denominations of multiples): are you super picky about who's involved, or do you not care as long as the other two are breathing and semi-attractive?
ps.
in case you couldn't tell, i'm in a passionate mood, part-angry or hateful, but part-horny horny horny.... do the hormones ever stop raging??
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your tattoo really Really REALLY rocks! so powerful and "weighty," yet so delicate at the same time. wow....
A. if you confront, you'll probably not get the satisfaction that you expect or dream of. you'll still be seething afterwards. i prefer to use rage to learn better lessons about my own psyche, and use the anger as a source of focus to use my energy elsewhere. and always feel superior!
B. i think safe, casual, unashamed sex is a good thing no matter the up-coming circumstances. life is too short to not enjoy every moment you can. endulge in playfulness whenever you can.
C. i have no experience, but i suspect i'd want to know whose fluids i'm eventually slathered with.
again, wonderful tattoo. simply wow....
2. Hell yeah! Live it up. (sense a theme here?) But be careful as usual with the partner(s) in question.
Plus, gives you something good to think about while whacking off...
3. Option two.