gypsyphoenix

ok, so here's the dilemma. i'm tempted to be a bitch. very very tempted.... but what i'm tempted to do might be considered quite mean...

but i've already been called enough nasty names, i'm sure, that this wouldn't change a whole lot... but it would make me feel just a little bit better about the whole situation...

but!

karmically speaking, this won't exactly help me out (i dont think i spelled karmically right, anyone wanna help me out?) but i'd say that i've been doing pretty ok on the karmic side of things, so maybe i just won't care...

so, now i pose a question to all of you: should i be a vindictive bitch?! or should i just make nice, and hope that karma has something nice in store for me? (if you know my email address, email me with responses)

oh and on another note...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

yes, this year i will try very hard to be not as unhealthy or as messed up as i have been for many years around this time of year....

just have to not dwell on the memories...


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the comment that ended it all:

"i can understand taht one completely... it's like "let me change so she'll love me again" or something, but really, too little too late. sometimes it really is a sincere effort to be a better person, with little ulterior motives, but you can tell how much of it is a result of ulterior motives by how quickly they revert back to their old way."

because sometimes, putting it out there can be a form of closure. and i'm done with the dwelling on that matter too.

i've got bigger and better things to worry about.