Buzzed my head before I went into work today. Currently my beard is longer than my hair. My personal opinion...terrible decision and I miss my hair.
Why the hell am I still awake at 4:10 in the morning. One of those deep thinking times I guess. Wishing I could change things about myself...but yet at the same time, I'm comfortable. And wishing I didn't fail that fucking test in Statistics. When my professor doesn't put forth the effort to give the work that we are supposed to have. Statistics. Seriously? When the FUCK am I going to use that in my everyday life. Sure, we use statistics all the time, but the shit I'm learning, I won't use for 98% of my daily routines, except for use it in sentences...like I just did.
But the main thing on my mind...I wish I could find something meaningful with someone that I've been missing for close to a year now. Being on this site has given me some kind of realization that the people I wish to be around are, in fact, real. I don't want to have to impress some girl. I don't want to go out of my way and force her to look past my weight or appearance. Just to like me for exactly the way I am. Which I am realizing I can find that here. And it's a good feeling.
And I'm exhausted. And need sleep.
Why the hell am I still awake at 4:10 in the morning. One of those deep thinking times I guess. Wishing I could change things about myself...but yet at the same time, I'm comfortable. And wishing I didn't fail that fucking test in Statistics. When my professor doesn't put forth the effort to give the work that we are supposed to have. Statistics. Seriously? When the FUCK am I going to use that in my everyday life. Sure, we use statistics all the time, but the shit I'm learning, I won't use for 98% of my daily routines, except for use it in sentences...like I just did.
But the main thing on my mind...I wish I could find something meaningful with someone that I've been missing for close to a year now. Being on this site has given me some kind of realization that the people I wish to be around are, in fact, real. I don't want to have to impress some girl. I don't want to go out of my way and force her to look past my weight or appearance. Just to like me for exactly the way I am. Which I am realizing I can find that here. And it's a good feeling.
And I'm exhausted. And need sleep.
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If you lived in Toronto, i'd be your wing-lady. Although i don't think you'd need one
As for the group, I agree its outrageous and I am starting a petition! seriously!!!