i think i am scared.
when did i become so scared? I thought I was tough as nails. Sure, I can handle a fall on the face, but how many times am I going to keep taking a fall? no, I'm not bitching. or whining. or moaning. I'm stating: noemi keeps making the wrong turn. I've just gotten extremely crafty about coming up with defence mechanisms. no, I'm not talking about love. I'm talking about LIFE. MISTAKES IN LIFE. how good can it really be when they tell you it's all comin' up roses, when you keep telling yourself it's all coming up roses,.. but all the while you can smell the shit underneath you.
fuck. I really hope this move is not another one of my wrong turns.
when did i become so scared? I thought I was tough as nails. Sure, I can handle a fall on the face, but how many times am I going to keep taking a fall? no, I'm not bitching. or whining. or moaning. I'm stating: noemi keeps making the wrong turn. I've just gotten extremely crafty about coming up with defence mechanisms. no, I'm not talking about love. I'm talking about LIFE. MISTAKES IN LIFE. how good can it really be when they tell you it's all comin' up roses, when you keep telling yourself it's all coming up roses,.. but all the while you can smell the shit underneath you.
fuck. I really hope this move is not another one of my wrong turns.