gypsygrrrl

i know this may sound a whole like I may need some psychiatric help to aid me in coming to terms with my self loathing and paranoia, but some days, like today for instance, I feel like the whole fucking world is against me. I really fucking hate human beings. and even more so, i hate money. but I think that by hating human beings, that sort of encompasses all - since humans are the root of all evil (humans made money to begin with). seems like every fucking body is just concerned about themselves. this entire society - this GLOBAL society - is based on Me, ME, ME and nobody else but ME FIRST... this is why all existance as we know it will anihilate itself. no need to get into specifics. i speak of the seeds. the seeds are being watered. evil life-eating plants will grow from the seeds. they're already saplings. some are even baby fucking trees. it's all going to hell. and all we can do is brush our kids' teeth everyday [with poisonus flouride, of course] and hope that they don't rot and die (not just the teeth, but the children). and I want no comments about how morbid all of this is becuase this is my journal and i am in a friggin mad mad mad mood and I can vent if i want. I still can smile and play in the sunshine. deep down i just know the ugly truth... bah