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im exhausted. im losing control again. i have promised my self so many times that i will not do this anymore, that i have to change if i ever want to get anywhere in life, if i ever want to be happy.

i have decided that tomorrow is the 1st day of my new life. and yes i have said this to myself many, many...
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i got a camera biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

2 of my puppies are leaving tomorrow im so sad frown frown

Gypsy
ash:
what? why are u dogs .. uhm, leaving? lol did they pack their suitcases and say they were moving or something?
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ive been up since 5:00 i am sooooooo tired eeek ive been on the computer since like 8 looking up lawyers and someone to help w/our website. surreal im kinda gettin a little delirious surreal

2 good movies, the i inside, and eulogy smile smile smile

Gypsy biggrin smile biggrin
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ok so i was gonna put some pics on here but apparently ther to big. i am so bad at this shit.

mad mad

i was gonna put a couple pics of my puppies on here kiss love kiss they are so cute, nasty but cute.

oh well

Gypsy
ash:
oh jesus, I hope you're talking to someone in charge .. I mean, not the manager .. and not the manager's boss .. but HIS BOSS! The district manager or something. When u have problems THAT big .. u need to go to the waaay higher ups!! I finally got my issue taken care of. Only took me a month and a half. lol

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yeah so we went to the bank and they wont just give us the 1725 dollars that they owe us, so fuck them mad now we get to sue

Gypsy
ash:
what happened? christ I cant imagine what Id do if a bank fucked me over THAT hard! mad

I recently had a bank incident .. I bought a kurzweil keyboard for my hubby for valentines day off ebay, the guy claimed it worked and .. turns out we got scammed. I stopped payment on the check I wrote the guy (because DUH, we were scammed!) and the damn bank let the check clear anyways. So we had all these fees and charges because all the stuff we bought after that went through and didnt clear .. overdraft fees and all kinds of crap. It was a mess. And they never fixed it, they gave me some crap abt policies and shit.
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over the last month or two, this is what i have decided. the only point in life is to be happy. i mean were here for a relatively short period of time and then we die, were just gone. if the point is not to be happy what else could it be. and since im not even remotly happy ive decided to change. i mean...
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i am so fucking excited, i m geting my taxes back and im getting the problem w/my bbank figured out and i should be rolling in money(well not really), but anyway i get to get a camera and tv finally. smile biggrin smile

oh and i think its really cool that theres a pregnant chic on here

Gypsy
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ok, the set i submitted was denied, as it should have been, it turned out really shitty. anyway i will submit another 1 in 3 months and try again. we went to best buy to try to buy a camera(well get a credit card to buy 1) and locked the keys in the car, we spent 2 fucking hours there and did not get accepted...
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I had to borrow a camera to shoot a friends set recently .. and it turned out so shitty becauase the camera SUCKED!! I was so upset ... because my photogrAPHY was RIGHT ON, I did a beautiful job on the photos, some of my best work yet .. and they were just crappy quality. It stung like, woah.

Id say if you wanted to buy a camera specifically for doing photo sets for this site .. I wouldnt get anything less than a 3 megapixel. If you can afford it .. try to get a 5 megapixel. I have seen some for around 300$ and they are FAN fuckin tastic! Like the nikon coolpix 5700. Better yet, why not try contacting a professional photographer to shoot your set?> they have great equiptment and they really know how to show you in the best light, get the best angles and such, you'd have a much better chance of it getting accepted, too.
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i just wanted to say i think i am 100% in love w/ash, and i ve never even talked to her

love love love love love love love

Heather
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biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

i have offically applied to be a suicide girl

biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

i had to email my pics to missy, cuz i couldnt get them to work on my application. im so excited, i wonder how long it will be before i find out? confused

Heather love biggrin smile wink