i can not pull myself out of this funk. i feel like weve made all these changes in our life to get ourselves out of this rut, to try to start actually living for a change, and i have not moved, things have not changed, im no better or worse of than before, just different scenery. i dont know. i just dont want to live...
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hmmm, kinda somewhat depressed.
my husband was talking about how hes finally starting to feel like hes being the person hes meant to be, doing what he should w/his life. hes doing tatoos, paintings for like everybody(and not just stupid portraits either, cool shit), working on the art for the band flesh for the beast(the new sadomasichism)... and im really happy for him, i am,...
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my husband was talking about how hes finally starting to feel like hes being the person hes meant to be, doing what he should w/his life. hes doing tatoos, paintings for like everybody(and not just stupid portraits either, cool shit), working on the art for the band flesh for the beast(the new sadomasichism)... and im really happy for him, i am,...
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tiffanyjewel:
Yeah it was, sorry!
(1 computer + 2 users = occational confusion
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(1 computer + 2 users = occational confusion
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tiffanyjewel:
Yes to both. I don't think I'd mind working in a topless place
man work sucked so bad yesterday. it was soooooooo slow, i made 30 bucks after tip out, yay, go me. there was like seriouisly 2 hours where there was only 3 customers and they werent taking dances. when your on stage it was like dancing for a room full of chairs. it was terrible, i am not going to like working sundays, i was just...
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stormy:
thanks babycakes
thanks babycakes
nopantsdave:
The industry kinda sucks. It was really bad for my self image! I love myself and doing that kinda made me doubt it!
man i dont know what the fuck is going on, i cant see any pics on here, like the pages are not coming up right. i cant even use any smilies cuz they arent there.
anyway, i gotta work tonight, i am agian nervous, that sucks. the dancing part is fine, im fine, but its in between that makes me nervous. like all the girls...
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anyway, i gotta work tonight, i am agian nervous, that sucks. the dancing part is fine, im fine, but its in between that makes me nervous. like all the girls...
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satine444:
I think you id great. I only reason I could tell you were new- was that i had seen your picture on the here.
Are the girls you work with rude or is it a "can she make it" type of thing?
Are the girls you work with rude or is it a "can she make it" type of thing?
satine444:
Well i am gald to hear that things are lightening up. We will come see you again!
holy fuckin shit man, i am so exausted.
i have been doing way to much lately. i drank every night since tuesday, not today though. i hardley ever drink anymore, just on occasion, and since ive been drinkin, ive been smokin, not good. not good at all.
tuesday night, we went to parkway so i could watch, trying to calm my nerves.
wednesday night, i...
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i have been doing way to much lately. i drank every night since tuesday, not today though. i hardley ever drink anymore, just on occasion, and since ive been drinkin, ive been smokin, not good. not good at all.
tuesday night, we went to parkway so i could watch, trying to calm my nerves.
wednesday night, i...
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so its official, i am now a dancer at parkway tropics, my 1st shift is tomorrow. yikes. i surprised myself last night though, i wasnt all that nervous when i actually went to dance. just before.
Gypsy
Gypsy
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satine444:
When do you work... i may have to come check out the new dancer...
The only time that I have ever been at parkway was about 5 years ago to see the guys on Saturday.
The only time that I have ever been at parkway was about 5 years ago to see the guys on Saturday.
satine444:
It was nice to meet you tonight. We may have to come down more often.
im sweating my fuckin ass off man, this is disgusting. 
so tonight is the night. im am sooooo damn nervous, i dont like doing something unless im sure im doing it right. i dont even know how this is supposed to go down. whatever
man i think i forgot to brush my teeth this morning, i should to do that
Gypsy
so tonight is the night. im am sooooo damn nervous, i dont like doing something unless im sure im doing it right. i dont even know how this is supposed to go down. whatever
man i think i forgot to brush my teeth this morning, i should to do that
Gypsy
so, yeah, im auditioning at parkway wednesday. i am so fucking nervous 
we went up there last wed. cuz theirs supossed to be auditions every wed. but no one auditioned. we gonna go up there again tomorrow so i can watch again. i dont know why i am so nervous. its not like ive never been to a strip club before. its not the naked...
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we went up there last wed. cuz theirs supossed to be auditions every wed. but no one auditioned. we gonna go up there again tomorrow so i can watch again. i dont know why i am so nervous. its not like ive never been to a strip club before. its not the naked... Read More
man i am so broke. my husbands just now starting to charge for tatoos yay!! but we owe so many people money. im thinkin about auditioning to be a dancer at parkway, we really need the money 
Gypsy
yay!! but we owe so many people money. im thinkin about auditioning to be a dancer at parkway, we really need the money
Gypsy
i got a free tatoo today , its only his 7th one. it looks good though
Gypsy
, its only his 7th one. it looks good though
Gypsy
ash:
ooooooh!! nice! are u gonna show us or what girl? 
There is another club in town here that is only topless but they serve alcohol so I don't know if I wanna try it or not!
When we went to Germany, they only thing we really spent money on was the flight, and then second to that was beer... it can be done- and then it makes you realize- or myslef anyway- that I really do love ehat I have, I just need to experience the world as well