gypsy116

so, would u like to hear what my husband has to say about me? sure u would, ok, here we go

would you shiver under a knife
or would you welcome the blade
will your eyes roll back with the taste of blood
will you cum along with pain

i know what your waiting for
in your eyes
i see a dirty whore
i know what your looking for
in your eyes
i see need for more
is it hatred or is it lust
the line is faded
when you fuck

would you run away
if i was to let go
who will direct this pain
i cant believe
it would be me
im afraid on my demons need
so slide your hatred over me
it fits perfect with my lust

this is scary to me, it means he reads me perfectly. i love him more than everything, he is my everything, hes my best friend. we have a really really good relationship and i seriously love more than anything in the world, but hes right, and he sees it. we have good sex. and we plenty of sex, but he will not be mean to me, hes afraid of hurting me, but sometimes thats all i want. and like i said before im not too into other men, most of my fantasies involve women, but when i do have a male based fantasy(ie danny), its pretty much centers around violence. a combination of pure passion and a little tenderness mixed with violence and abuse. i wanna feel used. i dont know what im talking about, im just worried, im not going anywhere, i love him soooo much, but he fucking sees through me, and hes seen right into my feelings for danny, and i havent even told him about any of it, yet he knows, how perfect is that?

Gypsy