holy fuckin shit man, i am so exausted.
i have been doing way to much lately. i drank every night since tuesday, not today though. i hardley ever drink anymore, just on occasion, and since ive been drinkin, ive been smokin, not good. not good at all.
tuesday night, we went to parkway so i could watch, trying to calm my nerves.
wednesday night, i auditioned, drank way too much, didnt even feel drunk there but when i got home i felt so sick, so we ended up going for a like 45 min. walk so i wouldnt puke(i totally, seriously have a phobia about puking)
thursday night, i went to rags w/my sister and her best friend, i new i shouldnt have went, but there were circumstances why i had to go that night, my sister needed some moral or whatever support. so anyway, didnt plan on really drinkin, or stayin out very late, but we ran into my old best friend, and jens old best friend... well lets just say there was lots of drucken ramblings about the past. tons of fun though.
and that brings us to last night. i worked 7 hrs. ive never worked more than 4 at any job ever, and i was dancing. man for the finale we have to dance for like a half hr. straight. i had fun. most of the girls just ignored me, but whatever, thats cool. but i dont feel like i can move today. my big toe is like numb, i pinched a nerve or something. but i dont have to work again til wednesday, so til then im just chillin.
Gypsy
i have been doing way to much lately. i drank every night since tuesday, not today though. i hardley ever drink anymore, just on occasion, and since ive been drinkin, ive been smokin, not good. not good at all.
tuesday night, we went to parkway so i could watch, trying to calm my nerves.
wednesday night, i auditioned, drank way too much, didnt even feel drunk there but when i got home i felt so sick, so we ended up going for a like 45 min. walk so i wouldnt puke(i totally, seriously have a phobia about puking)
thursday night, i went to rags w/my sister and her best friend, i new i shouldnt have went, but there were circumstances why i had to go that night, my sister needed some moral or whatever support. so anyway, didnt plan on really drinkin, or stayin out very late, but we ran into my old best friend, and jens old best friend... well lets just say there was lots of drucken ramblings about the past. tons of fun though.
and that brings us to last night. i worked 7 hrs. ive never worked more than 4 at any job ever, and i was dancing. man for the finale we have to dance for like a half hr. straight. i had fun. most of the girls just ignored me, but whatever, thats cool. but i dont feel like i can move today. my big toe is like numb, i pinched a nerve or something. but i dont have to work again til wednesday, so til then im just chillin.
Gypsy