gwenevieve

Today, I went out to the cemetary and started my shoot. It should be done by the end of this weekend. I just hope it gets accepted! It was a blast. There were several key moments where all I could do was laugh. Also adding to the fun...I went thru the drive thru in my bathrobe...the people thought I had lost it! Overall, I think...
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I got my Marilyn Manson tickets! I get to see him August 10th in Toronto, Canada. I've never been able to see him in concert before...so I'm fucking ecstatic! It'll be a wonderful show...especially because pot is supposedly LEGAL in Toronto!

Recently, I have had a lot of time to think. It's made me realize that as a society, we don't necessarily work for material items. Instead, we work so that we can be needed.

Now to be needed in this society we have so foolishly created, is to be wanted. The point? People don't go out and by a new mercedes benz because it's what...
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I wish that I could be,
What you want me to be.

Instead, I see through your dreams.
I realize there is no turning back.

What you did was wrong.
If not tragic.

I raise the object,
I make the call.

It wasn't meant to be...
After all....

He called back!

How does one get to Wonderland? To run free with the cheshire cat and to sing with the mad hatter! It is all but a dream away, close your eyes and go to sleep. Let the enchantment captivate and please, As you travel choose wisely...if you ever wish to leave.

The holidays are over...finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally! I think that 2007 is going to be a rad year for me. I am enrolling in school (again). By jove, I think I'll get my R.N. before too long! I've also been going out on dates with this awesome boy. He's more than I could have asked for. Tonight I am going to see him and his band. I hope...
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Okay, so I am sick and tired of the holidays already! This is the supposed "peaceful" time where we all love eachother and do nice things we wouldn't normally do...LIES! It's all hypocritical bullshit anyways. We should take care of eachother, or at least give a shit 24/7/365...but that is too much to ask of us...! Why is it that when I go ANYWHERE people...
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Finally! Last night I went on a date that was acctually worth going on. The gent was able to hold a conversation, That is a nice change. The simple fact that he is hot as hell doesn't hurt either. Wish me luck!

Have you ever stopped to think about what makes someone really stand out in a crowd? Is it their personality, their looks or a combination of the two? Seriously though, could it be destiny? Could others just have a path to follow that causes everyone to know their name? Is the ability to be worshiped earned? There are so many people in this world. So...
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Hello friends.

I would just like to state that I am not trying to offend anyone this holiday season. I am an atheist. I support you in your belief of Chritianity or Catholosism (to name two...). I am not a believer. I am not trying to step on your toes or offend you, really I'm not.

But I am trying to express my beliefs. We...
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I want to be
anyone but me.

I want to be free.

Free to laugh.
Free to cry.
Free like a bird.
Free to fly.

I want to be free.

I am lost.
Whereabouts unknown.
The one without direction.
The one without a home.

Please leave a light on.
So I may see
what it is
I truly am meant to be.

Free to laugh....
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