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Thursday Mar 13, 2003

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When it's rainy out like this after being cold and snowy for so long... I just want to drive around forever.

You can make a million promises to yourself, and only keep a few. I suppose because no one but yourself can be disappointed when you break them. There's no one to give you that look of being let down.

How unsettling is it that I make everything painless by using clichs to justify my actions?

It always comes back to comparing yourself to others. It's always, "if everyone jumped off of a bridge would you do it to?" It's when you're answering that question with yes, that you have a problem.

Of course this isn't about trends. It's not like I want the same headband as the girl who sits in front of me in my 6th grade science class.

So maybe it's not the same thing after all.

"I lost my temper." It's almost ironic enough to make me crack a smile. If only it weren't dead serious, I might do that. Back when I had little red pigtails... I used to hear the same thing from someone else...
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piss_pot_pete30152:
see.... now that is what I love about this site. Incredibly articulate and poetic women who just happen to be unbelievably gorgeous. Love the wings.
Mar 15, 2003
jefflebowski:
the funny thing about breaking promises to yourself...

you feel it in the moments when you least expect it... right out of the blue you feel yourself sinking and you don't know why... something you've done and you've put it to the back of your mind and you've been driving on and all of a sudden you cycle back to it and think "why have i done this again?"...

and while some may jump off the bridge because everyone else is doing it, a lot of the people going over the rail aren't jumping but falling,... tripping over their own curiosity... crowds attract crowds and sometimes when you get too close to them it's like getting caught in the rapids... just remember to go with the water...

it's when you resist that you get dashed upon the rocks...



p.s. your birthday is the day after mine! isn't that, like, just totally the most?


the dude.
Mar 16, 2003

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