So lately my posts have been very negative. Normally I'm very up beat and positive, but I just can't. I'm living in a shithole and there are alot of things I'm stressing about. But whenever I start thinking positive, someone has to shoot me down and make me feel like nothing. So much negativity around me I'm not sure what I should do. I can't even play a game, hear music, or talk anymore. Doesn't help that some of my family brag about money and laugh at everything we own.
The past 6 months changed my life. So much bad things happened.