i think i'm broken... i'm sitting here trying not to cry and i don't know why. i think it's this weakerthans music that's doing it.. it feels like i don't really live any more. my life is dictated by the actions i have to perform in order to subsist.. god i really should write or draw or get some fucking therapy.. 
you sound quite down.....I really hope you get better... and quit listening to that depressive music!