gundamzig

What is there to say. Nothing new really, i keep having it shoved in my face that my time has passed, now it is just putting up with it til the end. A friend tells me to not look and it will happen, i have given up.i still wish but that is all. She can't even give me the reason for why anyone would put up with me. She just says, "You know why." No i don't .
i wish i could right the stories that have been bouncing in my head.Would anyone read them?!!!
It's sad that the only thing i look forward to in my life is Star Wars Ep.III