gundamfury

"Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moon light?"

I think that I have finally found the critical piece to the puzzle that I was missing for so long. I have put it in place, and the picture is now clear. It is happiness. Complete happiness. The key to finding it was, succeeding in something I always thought was going to elude...
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612 Warf Avenue (Hey!) 612 Warf Avenue (Hey!)

I was gonna sit here and tell everyone about how good the new Macbook is. In fact, I still will. I think it's ridiculous how awesome this thing is. It can use Mac OS X and Windows XP, on the same computer. You just have to proportion the hard drive to reflect which you will be using...
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I don't really know why I am getting so angry lately. It seems that nearly everyone makes me angry anymore. I hate dealing with people, and I hate being lonely all the time, and I hate trying to make everyone happy all the time. It's unbelievable that I try so hard to do all this stuff for people, and in the end I just end...
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I wrote a poem, it's amazing. I haven't written a poem since like.... geeze. I don't know, but somehow it got submitted to Poetry.com, and they haven't left me alone since. I think one of my teachers did it. But anyway, I submitted this to to them again. I figured, "what the hell."


Falling... without a reason


Friendships,
lingering in the dust.
Greatness,
basking in...
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This is the opening of a story that I wrote a year or so ago. It was perfected by my friend (and hopefully my future girlfriend) Mandy. It turned out well.




Burning embers glow in the dimly lit booth, where a man sits alone, in content. The club is full to capacity; everyone has come to hear the sweet melodies that are flowing tonight. Tables...
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I'm excited, I just finished making my (TOTALLY-AWESOME!!!!!!!!) rap/hip hop cd.! I love this one is so much better than the last one I made. The old one had a lot of song from repeat artists. This one has a good mix of artists. One two repeat artist now. (Bleubird and Fugees). But those were necessary. I am excited! Not to mention... Proud! Here's the...
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Right now, I am feeling lonely as hell. I feel as though there is no one I can talk to. I want to talk about any and everything.... and at the same time, nothing. I miss the sordid art of hanging-out.... chillin'.... talking to people one-on-one. For some reason, it just bothers me so much that I don't talk to most anyone outside of work...
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"Through the power of truth I, while living have conquered the universe."

As of 12:48am this day, I have seen V for Vendetta four times. It is a movie that has not touched me in such a complete way since The Neverending Story. I have never actually seen a movie more than three times while in the theatres. It makes me feel something deep inside....
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"Behind this mask there is more than just flesh, there is an idea, and ideas are bulletproof"
"Lately I've been thinking, and thinking always gets me into trouble. But since I have a double personality, it wasn't me, you see." I've been thinking lately about myself. I've been looking at who I am as a person, looking at the core of what I truly believe...
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As everyone who reads my journal would know (because I'm either talking about you, or you were told by me), I have been having a wonderful time these past 2 Sundays. I've been enjoying wonderful time with a wonderful woman, and that makes me so happy! She is one of the most awesome people i have met in a long time (not to mention on...
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