gundamfury

Don't you just hate when you are talking with people, and they just all of a sudden stop talking.... but it's more sinnester than that. What's actually happening........... is they're ignoring you! I HATE THAT!!!! It's just plain rude! And disrepectful.

Sorry that this looks like shit, but I just copied and pasted from an app. Since it from my iPad, editing it is pretty nonexistent.

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Did you ever just want to kill yourself? Like cut your head off? Or maybe jump off a cliff? I feel like that all the time. I always manage to say something wrong to someone, and then I'm left...
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Damn, I really hate feeling like this. I feel completely like totally worthless shit. And I really don't ever want to feel like this ever again. I want to be the one on stage getting my MVP jersey, I want to be the one who is in a successful relationship, I want to be the one who people know the name of. O want to...
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I definitely want to spend more time on the site. Get to know more people, really get into conversations too. Not to mention really get into those groups that I have have joined. I have been a member off/on since 2005 and I really haven't done much of anything except look at pictures, which is fine. But I definitely want to do more than just...
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I really can't stand being around these overbearing, lazy, miserable people. I don't want to deal with this anymore. Sometimes I can feel the life running out of me. Even if I had some semblance of a good day, out gets thrown right out of the realm of possibility that I will continue to have one later. How fucked is that? Well I'm sure that...
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I want some good flirting! I want to feel that good feeling. I love it, and miss it. I would ask if anyone else feels the way I do, but I doubt it. And it's unbecoming of a gentleman. But the three of you who actually look at my blog make me very happy. That you very much.

Feeling lonely, and want someone to talk to. But not sadnor depressed. Imagine that.

I miss online flirting, or offline flirting for that matter. I really enjoy that kinkiness. It's been too long, I'm such a sexter LoL maybe I will find a sext buddy, or get to do some of that online flirting.

Sometimes, I feel simply murderous. I just want to kill everyone, feel the blood between my fingers, and I want to do it with just my hands, and a knife. But I hate that I every feel like that. I feel like Im turning into a monster, and it makes me so unhappy. But its hard to think of what happiness is much anymore. It...
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Seems that everyday I wake up I have to take inventory of all the things that are wrong. Why is it that before I even start the day, there's one-thousand-and-one things wrong? It does get more than a bit overwhelming. Especially on Wednesdays with the conference call, and having the opp the night before. I have been more than a little bit drained when I...
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