Wow, it's been a shitty Easter. I'm still getting kicked out of my house, my girlfriend broke up with me this morning, and work is still horrible. I still can't believe she broke up with and tried to turn it into being about how horrible I am. But I do everything for her. I worked hard to get and keep a roof over ournheads, I made the money to buy her car. I took her to all her doctors appointments, I have been with her through all of this, trying to make her happy. I've tried giving her everything she needs. So it really sucks to hear her say that I haven't done anything for her in her mind, because everything she needs involves money. Unfortunately, money doesn't mean anything to her. Sucks to be me I suppose. Really really sucks to be me. I feel extremely unloved. And now I'm in a big whole. And seemingly she thinks it's ok to now just pretend that nothing has happened. I can't deal with that. I really can't.