gundamfury

You know, I really am disgusted that someone who Im sure reads this (even though I have said person blocked) is thinking that this portrait that shes painting is going to really show that shes the innocent little victim in everything, but the facts are the facts. You fucked up, you got strung out on heroin, you caused violence, didnt care about anyone but yourself,...
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I'm tired, have a headache, and am dreading going to work tomorrow... But all I can think of is the future. I'm so consumed with where I want my life to be for years to come that I can't sleep. And I don't think that's a bad thing. I wish more people would look forward instead of just thinking about the here and now. How...
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It's quite amazing how some people like to paint pictures. It's quite alright to paint pictures, but, of you're going to paint a picture, then you should really paint it with truth instead of build a lie. And really should just stop trying so hard to cause disarray. I never will understand the idea of people who just try to hard and put so much...
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I went to the doctor's, and she had no idea why I was sick, but since it's going away, she just gave me an antibiotic. So, we shall see how this goes. I also need to lose weight, which i already knew. and i gotta get my stress level down, but other than that my blood-work says i have not a single problem. And that...
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Nope.

eh...

Why?!

Wow, it's been a shitty Easter. I'm still getting kicked out of my house, my girlfriend broke up with me this morning, and work is still horrible. I still can't believe she broke up with and tried to turn it into being about how horrible I am. But I do everything for her. I worked hard to get and keep a roof over ournheads, I...
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I hope you all missed me, because I certainly missed you. Lots of stuff has happen to me in the last six or so months, but that's for later. I can honestly say that I'm not totally the same person. For better or worse.

Don't you just hate when you are talking with people, and they just all of a sudden stop talking.... but it's more sinnester than that. What's actually happening........... is they're ignoring you! I HATE THAT!!!! It's just plain rude! And disrepectful.

Sorry that this looks like shit, but I just copied and pasted from an app. Since it from my iPad, editing it is pretty nonexistent.

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Did you ever just want to kill yourself? Like cut your head off? Or maybe jump off a cliff? I feel like that all the time. I always manage to say something wrong to someone, and then I'm left...
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